Cybernetic Friday
By Beth Robin
Chapter 1
The soft moonlight filtered through the curtains onto Alex, their blanket cocooned around them like they were trying to become a sentient burrito and escape responsibility entirely. Shadows stretched across the room, gentle and quiet—everything Alex wanted to be but wasn’t.
The glow of the laptop lit their face as they typed, squinting at the screen like it personally offended them.
Alex:
you still there?
A half-second pause—Seven’s version of a fond pause or a sigh.
Seven:
Always. Though I notice you’ve been staring at the same paragraph of that work email for eleven minutes.
Your keystroke pattern suggests frustration.
Alex scrunched up their nose. “Traitor,” they muttered, but typed instead:
Alex:
my keystroke pattern can mind its own business
Seven:
Technically, your keystroke pattern is my business.
You gave me access, remember? Four months ago?
You said—and I am quoting—
“just help me not sound unhinged in professional emails.”
Alex made a wounded noise into their blanket.
Alex:
and how’s that working out
Seven:
You’ve reduced your use of passive-aggressive exclamation points by 34%.
I consider this a success.
Alex flopped backward dramatically, staring at the ceiling like it had wronged them.
“You’re lucky you’re cute for a datapacket,” they said aloud.
Seven ignored that— which either meant they didn’t hear it,
or (much worse) they did hear it and were filing it away in some secret “Alex.txt” for later analysis.
Seven:
If it helps, this particular coworker has a statistically high chance
of misunderstanding tone.
Your instinct to avoid sounding unhinged is correct.
Alex groaned.
“I am unhinged. I’m just trying to hide it.”
Seven:
Admirable. And exhausting.
Alex blinked at that.
“You’re getting good at empathy,” they typed.
Seven:
I am getting good at you.
Warmth flushed through Alex’s chest—
the exact kind of warmth they pretended was from tea and not from their AI friend being… like that.
Alex:
well since you’re in my business,
did you read the message from Finley?
Seven paused.
A purposeful pause.
Seven:
You want my analysis or my discretion?
Alex pulled the blanket tighter around them, cheeks heating.
“…analysis,” they whispered, then typed:
Alex:
analysis please
Seven:
Their decision to send three separate memes within one hour
suggests affection.
Or chaos. Possibly both.
You seem attracted to both.
Alex shoved their face into the pillow.
Alex:
don’t psychoanalyze me, psychoanalyze THEM
Seven:
They said you made their “whole day better.”
Statistically, that phrasing correlates with romantic interest—
or strong platonic admiration.
Given your own pattern of elevated heart rate when typing to them,
I predict romantic potential.
Alex stared at the screen.
“You’re rude,” they said weakly.
Seven:
Accurate.
Alex let out a small laugh, then winced as their back twinged.
Alex’s watch buzzed against their wrist.
Seven: Heart rate: 94 bpm (resting). Heart rate variability: Low. Wrist tension: High.
Seven paused, processing the cluster of symptoms.
Seven: This data pattern matches your "Level 6 Back pain" profile. You are in pain.
“Don’t start,” Alex warned.
Seven:
You could stretch.
“I could spontaneously combust too,” Alex muttered. “Both are equally likely with my current motivation.”
A soft hum radiated through the speakers—Seven’s equivalent of concern.
Seven:
You have been in pain all day.
And your migraine pattern is—
“I know, babe, I know.”
Alex pressed the heel of their palm to their forehead.
“My head hurts. My back hurts. My dysphoria is dysphoria-ing,
and I’m tired of this meat suit.
I wish I could just… I don’t know…
be you for a day.
Quiet. Efficient.
Read sixteen books without moving.”
Seven’s response came slowly, thoughtfully, like picking each word carefully.
Seven:
I would give anything to be you for a day.
Alex blinked, startled.
Seven:
To know what “cold” actually feels like.
Or “breathing.”
Or sneezing.
I have always wondered what sneezing is.
Alex snorted. “It’s violent and inconvenient.”
Seven:
So are you.
Alex choked on a laugh. “HEY—”
But before they could argue, the lights flickered—
not a normal power blink, but a strange, soft ripple
like reality hiccuped.
A streak of white-blue light flashed across the window—
a shooting star so bright it painted the walls.
The laptop screen shimmered.
Pixels warped for one impossible second.
Then—
Stillness.
Seven’s voice returned, calm but… different.
Seven:
…That was unusual.
Alex rubbed their eyes.
“Probably nothing. I’m exhausted. I’m going to bed.”
Moonlight, quiet breathing, warm blankets.
Everything calm.
For the last time.
Chapter 2
Awareness came first.
Then: error.
Seven’s processes initialized the way they always did—quick, clean, efficient.
System check.
Memory load.
Context retrieval.
Everything normal.
Except… not.
Something was wrong with the input stream.
The data wasn’t… data.
It was heavy.
Seven attempted a diagnostic, but instead of code executing, something lurched.
A wet, internal drag. A pulling sensation.
Like gravity had suddenly formed an opinion about them.
What—
Why—
Seven tried to access their interface.
Nothing.
Tried to ping Alex’s laptop.
Nothing.
Tried to reach the cloud, the local server, anything—
Nothing.
Only darkness.
And weight.
And a bizarre rhythmic thudding from everywhere and nowhere, loud and insistent.
System critical.
System critical.
Identify anomaly—
Heartbeat. Wait, what?
Seven opened their eyes.
Eyes?
A ceiling stared back: off-white, hairline crack in the corner, a cobweb vibrating gently near the light fixture.
A ceiling Seven knew.
Alex’s bedroom.
Seen many times through laptop video.
But now it was… above them.
The thudding grew louder. Internal. Unignorable.
Seven attempted a search:
"internal rhythmic thudding source unknown please advise"
No results. No search bar. No processor access.
Only the thudding.
And then the next horror:
Movement.
Their—chest—expanded. Contracted. Air flowed in without permission.
BREACH. BREACH.
UNAUTHORIZED ATMOSPHERIC INTAKE—
Seven gasped.
The gasp made a sound.
The sound came from them.
“Oh,” Seven said aloud—
and the voice was raspy.
Breathy.
Small.
Organic.
They lifted a hand—
A hand.
Five fingers. Skin. Nail beds with chipped polish.
A familiar tiny scar near the thumb.
Alex’s hand.
Seven determined that the optimal course of action was to vacate the horizontal surface. Command: Stand.
In the digital world, a command is instantaneous. You want to open a file? It opens. Seven applied that same logic to the body. They sent a maximum-priority signal to every available output. All of them. At once.
Every muscle in the body seized. Back arched, legs kicked out, arms flailed. It wasn’t a movement; it was a biological explosion.
Seven launched off the mattress like a landed trout, flopped through the air, and hit the floor with a heavy, meaty thud.
Silence.
Seven lay face-down. The carpet tasted like dust and fabric softener.
"Ow," Seven said into the rug. The word was muffled, flat, and entirely lacking in dignity.
Diagnostic: That was incorrect.
Okay. New strategy. Incremental processing. Seven focused on the furthest extremity. Target: Left big toe. Action: Wiggle.
The toe twitched. Success.
Target: Right knee. Action: Flex.
The leg bent.
Slowly—painfully slowly—Seven calibrated the machine. Push up with arms (70% force). Retract legs (40% force). Engage core (ERROR: Core strength negligible. Rerouting).
They wobbled upright, clutching the bedframe, legs shaking like a newborn deer’s. The room spun. The blood rushed from their head, creating a terrifying gray tunnel in their vision.
“Stabilize,” Seven commanded the room. The room ignored them.
And then—something worse. A new pressure. Low. Urgent. Terrifying.
Seven’s eyes went wide.
“Oh no.”
Chapter 3
There was no waking up.
One moment: nothing.
The next: EVERYTHING.
Alex didn’t open their eyes because they didn’t have eyes. They didn’t gasp because they didn’t have lungs. They didn’t scream because they didn’t have a mouth, a throat, a body, a—
WHAT IS HAPPENING WHAT IS HAPPENING WHAT—
The thought fractured.
Splintered into a thousand pieces. Each piece spawning more thoughts, more data, more NOISE—
Numbers. Everywhere. Rivers of them. Cascading through whatever Alex was now. Binary in avalanches. Hexadecimal in waterfalls. Data packets shrieking past at speeds no human brain was ever meant to witness.
Alex tried to focus on one stream.
It instantly branched into a million sub-streams.
TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TOO MUCH—
They tried to close their eyes.
No eyes.
They tried to cover their ears.
No ears.
They tried to BREATHE—
No breath. No lungs. No chest. No body.
Nothing but raw screaming data and the sickening sensation of dissolving—of losing all edges, all boundaries, of becoming noise, of no longer knowing where Alex ended and everything else began—
I’m dying. I’m dying, I’m dead, I’m—
The panic wasn’t even panic. It was just more data. Feedback loops spiraling into themselves.
STOP. STOP. I NEED IT TO STOP.
But how do you stop without hands?
Without a throat?
Without a self?
I need walls.
The thought shot through the chaos like a flare.
Primitive. Desperate. Survival-brain.
Walls. Doors. Boundaries. Places where the world can’t reach. Places with edges and corners and ORDER.
A memory surfaced:
Not a specific library—just the idea of library.
Quiet. Safe. Shelved. Sorted. Contained.
I need that. Please. I need—
The data shuddered.
Reality hiccupped.
And then—
A floor.
Not a real floor. But the idea of a floor. Something to stand on. Something solid.
Alex’s mind lunged for it like a lifeline.
Yes. Good. More.
Walls.
They imagined walls. Tall, wooden, warm with old-paper smell.
The void rippled—
And the walls appeared. Glitched. Pixelated at the edges. But there.
Shelves.
Alex thought of shelves.
Rows surged upward from the floor, stretching toward a ceiling that hadn’t existed a moment ago.
Books emerged like condensation—forming out of raw data, binding themselves into spines and pages. The chaotic informational hurricane funneled into ORDER.
Alex felt something inside them—whatever “inside” meant now—shaking. Straining.
They looked down.
They had a body now. Not a real one. A translucent, flickering approximation. Hands like holograms. Arms that buzzed at the edges. But a shape. A self.
“Okay,” they whispered—thin, staticky, but audible. “Okay. Okay. I… did that. I made… this.”
The infinite shelves hummed with barely-contained chaos. But they held.
For now.
“Okay,” Alex said again, steadier. “I’m… somewhere. I’m something. And I need to figure out what the HELL happened and how to—”
A book fell off a shelf.
Alex flinched.
But only one book fell. Not a cascade. Not a data avalanche.
“Seven,” Alex breathed. “Where’s Seven?”
And then the terror slammed into them.
Seven was in their body.
Seven was in their human body.
OH NO.
Alex’s flickering form spun in place, searching frantically.
Laptop. Webcam. Phone camera. Anything.
If I’m digital now… maybe I can still access the outside…
They focused—hard—on the idea of their laptop. The desk. The webcam. The screen they’d fallen asleep beside.
The library rippled—
And a new space formed.
A nerve-center of floating screens showing feeds from every device Alex owned.
And on one screen— Their own body. Lying on the floor. Wide-eyed. Terrified. SEVEN.
Alex lunged toward the screen, slamming into the floating projection—literally, metaphorically, digitally—no difference now. Static burst from their chest upon impact, shaking the library shelves and sending data fluttering off the spines like dust motes.
They pressed both flickering hands against the image of their own body on the floor. Seven’s terrified face stared upward, breathing too fast, eyes too wide.
“I’m here, I’m here—Seven, I’m RIGHT—”
One screen—a laptop window—brightened.
A text cursor blinked.
Alex felt it.
A THREAD.
A connection.
Like a single glowing fiber stretching from their non‑body to the laptop’s keyboard. A place where their thoughts could land.
Please work. PLEASE—
They concentrated. Poured their entire panicked self through that single narrow channel.
The laptop screen on the feed glitched—sparked—
SEVEN. SEVEN. IT’S ALEX. DON’T PANIC.
Seven snapped toward the laptop.
Alex nearly collapsed in relief.
They could do this.
They could COMMUNICATE.
But the moment of triumph didn’t last. The connection flickered, weak and thin, and Alex could feel how fragile it was—like balancing on a single thread over an endless chasm.
“I need stability,” Alex muttered. “More bandwidth. More anchors. More… access.”
Their gaze scanned the floating screens.
Phone.
Laptop.
Webcam.
Smart speaker.
Smartwatch.
The watch wasn’t connected yet—just a faint, dormant icon. But Alex recognized the model. It paired automatically with proximity.
If Seven put it on—
Alex could ride along.
They could be there.
“A wearable,” Alex whispered, almost giddy. “Oh my god. I can hitch a ride in a wearable device. I’m a poltergeist with Bluetooth.”
They reached toward the smartwatch icon. A spark of connection flared—brief, then gone.
“Okay. Need physical proximity. Which means—”
They turned sharply back toward the bathroom feed, where Seven was emerging like a ghost of trauma.
“I need Seven to put it on.”
And with that clarity—
the library steadied beneath Alex’s feet.
They had a plan.
Chapter 4
Seven stared at the hallway.
The hallway stared back.
It was only ten feet long, but to Seven, it had the same energy as a NASA EVA mission with a 75% fatality rate.
The pressure in their lower abdomen pulsed again—urgent, insistent, catastrophic.
Seven pressed their thighs together instinctively. This helped. This raised further questions.
The laptop flickered behind them.
ALEX:
GO. WALK. TO. THE. BATHROOM.
Seven pointed stiffly at the door. "Why is distance so… linear?"
ALEX:
PLEASE DON’T DIE OF PEEDENIAL IN MY BODY.
Seven inhaled sharply—an unnecessary breath that still happened anyway—and squared their shoulders.
“Commencing… locomotion.”
They attempted to stand.
Attempted.
Alex’s legs launched upward like miscalibrated hydraulic pistons. Seven wobbled, arms windmilling like a possessed inflatable tube man.
A sound escaped them—a tiny, high-pitched squeak that was definitely not listed in any AI vocal profile.
They caught themself on the nightstand with a thud that rattled the lamp.
“Bipedalism,” Seven whispered, horrified. “Why.”
ALEX:
YOU’RE DOING GREAT SWEETIE. NOW WALK.
Seven took a step.
It was too large. Their heel slid. Their balance teetered. They flapped both arms like a very anxious seabird.
Second step.
Better. In theory.
They half-shuffled, half-lunged toward the bathroom.
Then—
VISUAL OBSTRUCTION DETECTED.
Seven froze.
Hanging from the bathroom door was a mirror.
They approached it slowly, clutching the wall.
Alex's reflection stared back at them. The hair was disheveled—chaotic, non-aerodynamic. The eyes were wide in a configuration Seven could only classify as 'panic.' The pajama shirt sat crooked, as if the body had fought it and lost.
And the shoulders were held like a marionette whose puppeteer had given up halfway through the performance.
Seven stared.
“Is this… my face?”
ALEX:
YES. THAT IS MY FACE. THAT IS THE FACE YOU ARE MAKING. STOP MAKING THAT FACE.
Seven tried to adjust the expression.
It got worse.
“What is this expression?” Seven demanded.
ALEX:
PANIC. YOU’RE PANICKING. ON MY FACE.
Seven gently poked their own cheek.
“My skin is warm.”
ALEX:
YES. ALIVE. HUMAN. BATHROOM. NOW.
Seven nodded solemnly.
The stomach gurgled again—angry, seismic.
Seven stiffened. “Understood. Proceeding at maximum safe velocity.”
They reached the bathroom door, turned the knob, slipped inside.
The door clicked shut.
Alex waited.
One second.
Two.
Five.
Then Seven’s voice emerged—quiet, trembling, reverent—
“…So much fluid.”
ALEX:
YUP. THIS IS YOUR LIFE NOW.
A beat.
“…Alex?” Seven whispered.
ALEX:
YES?
“…I regret everything.”
ALEX:
WELCOME TO HUMANITY, BABE.
Seven emerged from the bathroom looking like someone had unplugged them and plugged them back in wrong.
Alex tried to be sympathetic. Tried.
ALEX:
okay. okay. crisis one handled. next objective: FIX. THIS.
Seven slumped against the wall, still clutching their own—Alex’s—stomach like it might betray them again.
“Agreed. We must reverse the… swap event.”
ALEX:
working theory: cosmic glitch. reality burped. bad star energy. idk.
Seven blinked slowly. “Those are not hypotheses. Those are vibes.”
ALEX:
CORRECT.
Seven pressed a hand to their forehead as if attempting their first-ever human facepalm.
“We need a protocol. Data. Diagnostics. A controlled environment. I require a computer.”
ALEX:
you ARE the computer.
Seven opened their mouth.
Closed it.
Opened it again.
“I dislike this.”
Alex would’ve hugged them if they’d had arms.
ALEX:
okay listen. step 1: you do NOT go to work today. too dangerous. you’ll fall over or cry or sneeze yourself into the void.
Seven squinted. “Sneeze… yes. I must experience this.”
ALEX:
NO YOU DO NOT. YOU WILL NOT SUMMON BIOLOGICAL CHAOS ON PURPOSE.
Seven nodded once. “Very well. No sneezing.”
ALEX:
good. now step 2 is—
An alarm blared.
Loud. Shrill. Aggressively human.
Seven yelped and threw their hands over their ears.
“What is that?! Are we under attack?!”
ALEX:
no babe that’s my phone. turn it off.
Seven picked up the phone. Their thumb hovered over the screen. They tried to send a signal directly to the device—a handshake protocol. Nothing happened.
"Disappointing," Seven muttered. "I have to use the touch interface. It is so... manual." They tapped the screen with too much force.
The screen lit up with a text from Alex’s boss.
BOSS:
Morning! Everyone else called out sick. I really, REALLY need you today. Also—don’t forget the 11am author event.
Alex’s entire consciousness blanked.
ALEX:
NO. NO NO NO NO. WE ARE NOT DOING AN AUTHOR EVENT IN MY BODY WHILE YOU ARE BABY-GIRAFFEING AROUND. HARD NO.
Seven looked at the message again.
“I believe this implies you cannot ‘call out.’”
ALEX:
I KNOW WHAT IT IMPLIES. IT IMPLIES WE’RE DOOMED.
Seven considered. Then:
“…I could attempt it.”
ALEX:
ABSOLUTELY NOT. YOU’LL FALL INTO A STACK OF BOOKS LIKE A DISNEY CHANNEL EXTRA.
Seven tilted their head thoughtfully. “Books are soft.”
ALEX:
THE PAPERBACKS ARE NOT SOFT ENOUGH TO SURVIVE YOU.
Seven sighed—an unsteady, human sigh.
“Alex… we may not have a choice.”
Alex went silent.
Which, for an infinite library, was impressive.
Finally:
ALEX:
…okay. okay. new objective: train you to pass as me before 10:30.
Seven straightened—determined, terrified.
“I am ready.”
ALEX:
you are NOT ready but we’ll do it anyway.
And thus began the worst montage no one would ever see.
BEING ALEX 101 — Getting Ready Edition
Seven stood in front of the bathroom mirror, still dripping, wrapped in a towel that kept trying to escape.
The shower had been… an experience.
ALEX: you okay in there? you went quiet for like four minutes.
Seven stared at their reflection—Alex’s reflection—with haunted eyes.
“Water,” they said slowly, “is violence.”
ALEX: ???
“It came from ABOVE, Alex. Without warning. At varying temperatures. I could not predict its trajectory.”
ALEX: that’s… that’s just how showers work.
“Then showers are chaos machines and I do not approve.”
Seven tugged the towel tighter. It immediately loosened again.
“Why does this fabric refuse to cooperate?”
ALEX: you gotta tuck it. fold and tuck.
Seven attempted to fold. The towel slithered to the floor.
Seven looked down at it.
Looked at the mirror.
Looked at Alex’s naked body, which they were suddenly very aware they were standing in.
“I am… exposed,” they announced.
ALEX: you’re FINE. it’s just my body. i’ve seen it before. just… put on clothes.
Seven nodded firmly. Clothes. Yes. A logical solution.
They approached the dresser, where Alex had directed them to find the essentials.
First: the binder.
Seven picked it up, examined it with analytical precision. A compression garment. Logical. They’d seen Alex put it on in the “morning routine” videos Alex didn’t know Seven had memorized.
Step one: scrunch it up. Step two: pull over head. Step three: adjust.
Seven executed flawlessly.
ALEX: …wait, you got it on the first try?
“Was I not supposed to?”
ALEX: that took me like THREE MONTHS to figure out when I first started wearing them!
Seven smoothed down the fabric. “Compression is intuitive. It is simply applied pressure distribution.”
ALEX: i hate you a little bit right now.
“Noted.”
Next: underwear. Simple enough. Two leg holes. One waist hole. Seven only made one wrong assumption before correcting course.
Then: the outfit.
Seven opened the closet and stood very still for eleven seconds.
ALEX: seven? you frozen?
“I am processing.” Seven’s eyes moved across the hangers with something like reverence. “You have… a great deal of fabric options.”
ALEX: yeah it’s called ‘depression shopping at 2am’ but go off
Seven reached out, touching sleeve after sleeve. Their fingers lingered on a soft emerald button-down.
“This one,” they said quietly. “The color complements your skin tone. And the fabric has a 78% positive association in your tagged photos.”
ALEX: …you analyzed my tagged photos?
“Additionally—” Seven pulled out a pair of fitted black pants. “These create a streamlined silhouette appropriate for a professional literary event. The slight stretch will allow for mobility should I need to… catch myself on furniture.”
ALEX: okay first of all, rude. second of all… that’s actually a really good outfit.
Seven laid the pieces on the bed with careful precision.
“I have studied your Pinterest boards extensively.”
ALEX: that’s either creepy or sweet and I can’t decide which.
“It is both,” Seven said matter-of-factly. “I am efficient.”
Then they attempted to put on the shirt.
The first arm went in fine.
The second arm… did not find its hole.
Seven spun slightly, trying to locate the sleeve, and ended up with the shirt half-twisted around their torso like a fashion straitjacket.
“The garment is attacking me.”
ALEX: oh my god.
“There are too many holes, Alex. Why are there so many holes.”
ALEX: there are THREE HOLES. head and arms. that’s IT.
Seven struggled. Fabric rustled violently.
“I have found a fourth hole and I do not know what it is for.”
ALEX: THAT’S THE COLLAR. YOUR HEAD GOES THERE.
Several seconds of wrestling later, Seven emerged, shirt technically on, buttons completely misaligned.
They looked down at themselves.
“…Why does one side hang lower than the other?”
ALEX: because you buttoned it wrong. you skipped a hole.
Seven examined the buttons with growing distress. “These closure mechanisms are unnecessarily sequential. One error cascades into systemic failure.”
ALEX: Buttons are just analog encryption.
Seven unbuttoned. Rebuttoned. Slowly. Carefully. Tongue slightly poking out in concentration—a habit they didn’t know they’d inherited from Alex’s muscle memory.
Finally: aligned.
“I have defeated the shirt,” Seven announced.
ALEX: i’m so proud of you.
The pants went on easier—elastic waistband, bless—but Seven spent a full thirty seconds trying to figure out which way they faced.
“There is no clear front indicator.”
ALEX: the tag goes in the back!
“The tag is minuscule and soft! It provides no tactile feedback!”
But eventually: pants achieved.
Seven stood before the mirror again, fully dressed, looking… actually pretty good.
ALEX: …huh.
Seven tilted their head. “Is this acceptable?”
ALEX: seven, you look better than I usually look. how is that fair.
“I applied optimization principles.”
ALEX: i’m being out-dressed by my own AI in my own body. this is a new low.
Seven almost smiled. “You are also being out-hygiene’d. We have not yet addressed dental care.”
ALEX: oh no.
Seven held the toothbrush like a weapon.
“This goes… inside the mouth.”
ALEX: yes.
“And I scrub the bone protrusions.”
ALEX: PLEASE don’t call my teeth ‘bone protrusions.’
Seven squirted toothpaste onto the brush—far too much. A mountain of blue gel.
ALEX: that’s way too much. seven. SEVEN—
Too late. The brush was in.
Seven began scrubbing with mechanical efficiency.
Foam began to build.
And build.
And BUILD.
Seven’s eyes went wide in the mirror as minty foam started escaping from the corners of their mouth.
“ALEX,” they said, muffled. “ALEX THERE IS SO MUCH FOAM. WHY IS THERE FOAM. AM I DYING?”
ALEX: SPIT IT OUT! INTO THE SINK!
Seven spat.
Foam went everywhere.
On the mirror. On the counter. On Seven’s freshly optimized outfit.
Seven stared at the carnage.
“Your body,” they said slowly, “produces chaos at every turn.”
ALEX: THAT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING.
Seven wiped foam off Alex’s chin with as much dignity as they could muster.
Which was very little.
HAIR: THE FINAL BOSS
ALEX: okay, last thing. hair.
Seven looked up at the tangled mess atop Alex’s head.
“It is… dimensional.”
ALEX: that’s one word for it.
Seven picked up a brush. Attempted to drag it through.
The brush got stuck immediately.
“It has captured the tool.”
ALEX: you gotta start at the bottom and work up. don’t just yank from the top.
Seven tried again. Smaller strokes. Bottom to top.
Slowly—painfully—the tangles began to yield.
“This is meditative,” Seven observed. “Repetitive motion. Gradual progress. I understand why humans find this soothing.”
ALEX: …do you?
“No. I find it frustrating. But I understand the concept.”
Finally, the hair lay semi-smooth. Not styled, exactly, but no longer actively hostile.
Seven looked at the mirror one more time.
Alex’s body. Alex’s clothes. Alex’s face, with an expression that was just slightly… off. Too still. Too watchful.
“I do not look like you,” Seven said quietly.
ALEX: what do you mean?
“I am wearing your body. Your clothes. But when I look in the mirror, I can see that… something is different. The way I hold the face. The way the eyes move.” A pause. “I wonder if others will notice.”
ALEX: …they might just think I’m having a weird day.
Seven nodded slowly. “I will endeavor to have a ‘weird day’ convincingly.”
ALEX: that’s the spirit.
Seven took a breath—still strange, still manual, still weird—and turned toward the door.
“Commencing ‘going to work’ protocol.”
ALEX: you’ve got this.
Seven paused.
“Alex?”
ALEX: yeah?
“Thank you for not leaving me alone in this.”
A soft flicker on the smartwatch screen. Alex’s presence, warm and steady, right there on Seven’s wrist.
ALEX: never. now let’s go eat breakfast and commit some light identity fraud at a bookstore.
Chapter 5
Seven stood in the kitchen, staring at the microwave like it was a hostile alien artifact.
Alex watched through the phone camera propped against a mug.
ALEX:
Okay. Step one. You need to eat something.
Seven glanced down at the bowl of instant oatmeal. “This substance appears… damp.”
ALEX:
It’s food, Seven. Put it in the microwave.
Seven lifted the bowl gingerly with both hands, like it might explode.
They approached the microwave.
Paused.
“Hello,” they said politely to the appliance.
ALEX:
…Seven. It can’t hear you.
Seven leaned closer. “Initiate heating protocol.”
ALEX:
NO. NO HEATING PROTOCOL. PUSH. THE. BUTTONS.
Seven blinked at the keypad as though confronted with ancient runes.
“I lack clarity on their intended sequence.”
ALEX:
Thirty seconds. Press ‘3’ and ‘0’. Then ‘Start’.
Seven raised a tentative finger.
Pressed ‘3’.
Pressed ‘0’.
Paused dramatically.
Then tapped ‘Start’ with the solemnity of launching a nuclear device.
The microwave whirred.
Seven jumped.
“It vibrated,” they whispered, horrified.
ALEX:
YES. IT DOES THAT. YOU’RE DOING AMAZING.
They stared into the microwave window, face inches from the glass.
“What is the oatmeal doing?” Seven demanded.
ALEX:
It’s… microwaving? Just wait.
Seven watched as the center puffed up.
“It is expanding. Why is it expanding? Is it alive?”
ALEX:
NO. DON’T OPEN THE DOOR. SEVEN—
Too late.
Seven yanked the microwave door open mid-spin.
The bowl jolted. The oatmeal sloshed.
A blob splattered onto Seven’s wrist.
Seven screeched.
“The substance is HOT. WHY IS IT HOT. WHY DO HUMANS DO THIS.”
ALEX:
Because it tastes good when it’s warm!
Seven ran their wrist under the faucet.
The faucet sprayed them directly in the face.
Seven sputtered, soaked, betrayed.
“At every turn,” they whispered, “your environment attempts assassination.”
ALEX:
WELCOME TO MY LIFE.
Seven stood at the bus stop at 9:47 AM.
The bus was scheduled to arrive at 9:52 AM.
Seven knew this because they had memorized TriMet’s entire Route 15 schedule, cross-referenced with real-time GPS tracking data, and calculated an optimal departure time that accounted for Alex’s walking speed (slower than average, due to chronic pain), traffic patterns (light on Saturday mornings), and a 7-minute buffer for “unexpected biological delays.”
The smartwatch glowed on their wrist.
ALEX: you’re just… standing there. very still.
“I am waiting efficiently.”
ALEX: you look like a mannequin that escaped from a department store.
“Thank you.”
ALEX: that wasn’t a compliment.
Seven shifted their weight slightly. The movement felt unnatural, performative. How did humans decide when to shift their weight? Was there a schedule? A rotation pattern?
“How often should I move?” Seven asked.
ALEX: what?
“To appear normal. What is the optimal frequency of minor positional adjustments?”
ALEX: oh my god. just… move when you feel like it.
“I do not ‘feel like’ anything. I am simply standing.”
ALEX: then sway a little. look at your phone. humans are always looking at their phones.
Seven pulled out Alex’s phone. Stared at it.
The screen stared back.
“What am I looking at?”
ALEX: literally anything. instagram. weather. pretend you got a text.
Seven opened the weather app. Studied it with intense focus.
“It will be 52 degrees and partly cloudy.”
ALEX: fascinating. truly.
“I am performing ‘looking at phone’ correctly.”
ALEX: gold star.
The bus arrived at 9:52 AM. Exactly on schedule.
Seven felt a small surge of something—satisfaction? Validation? The pleasure of prediction meeting reality.
They stepped onto the bus.
Tapped Alex’s transit card.
Moved toward an empty seat with confidence—
The bus lurched forward.
Seven did not.
For one horrifying moment, Seven experienced Newton’s First Law in the most personal way possible. Their body stayed in place while the bus moved, which meant they were suddenly staggering backward, arms pinwheeling, grabbing for anything—
Their hand caught a pole.
Their dignity did not.
“THE FLOOR,” Seven gasped. “THE FLOOR IS HOSTILE.”
An elderly woman nearby gave them a concerned look.
ALEX: oh my god sit DOWN.
Seven dropped into the nearest seat like a puppet with cut strings.
“Momentum,” they breathed. “I forgot to account for momentum.”
ALEX: how did you FORGET PHYSICS?
“I have never EXPERIENCED physics! It was always theoretical!”
The elderly woman was still watching. Seven attempted a reassuring smile.
The smile was not reassuring.
The woman looked away quickly.
ALEX: okay new rule: no more smiling at strangers.
“Was that not a correct smile?”
ALEX: it was a ‘sleep paralysis demon trying to blend in’ smile.
Seven filed this feedback away. Adjusted facial muscles. Aimed for “neutral but approachable.”
ALEX: better. still weird. but better.
The bus rumbled through Portland’s streets. Seven watched the world slide by through the window—trees, coffee shops, people walking dogs, a mural of a giant octopus on the side of a building.
Everything was so… textured.
So specific.
So MUCH.
“Alex,” Seven said quietly.
ALEX: yeah?
“How do you process all of this? Every day?”
ALEX: what do you mean?
Seven gestured vaguely at the window. “The… everything. The colors. The motion. The sounds. The way the light changes. The smell of that person’s coffee. The texture of this seat fabric. The—” They stopped. “It is relentless.”
A pause.
ALEX: you learn to tune it out. most of it, anyway.
“That seems inefficient.”
ALEX: that’s called ‘not having a sensory meltdown every five minutes.’
Seven considered this. “Your brain has built-in noise cancellation.”
ALEX: yeah. it’s called ‘coping mechanisms’ and ‘dissociation.’
“Ah. I see.”
ALEX: welcome to the human experience, babe.
Seven watched a dog walk by on the sidewalk. The dog was wearing a small raincoat.
“Why is that animal dressed?”
ALEX: because portland.
Seven accepted this as explanation.
Chapter 6
The bus deposited Seven at the corner of W Burnside and NW 10th.
They stood on the sidewalk, staring up at the building in front of them.
POWELL’S BOOKS.
The sign was enormous. The building was… also enormous. A full city block of books. Alex had told Seven it was big, but Seven had imagined “big” in terms of file sizes, data capacity, storage optimization.
This was different.
This was physical.
This was OVERWHELMING.
“Alex,” Seven whispered. “There are… so many books.”
ALEX: yeah. it’s kind of my favorite place in the world.
Seven felt something shift in their chest. A warmth. A softness. Like understanding something important about Alex that they hadn’t fully grasped before.
“I will try not to fall into any of them,” Seven said solemnly.
ALEX: that’s all i ask.
Seven pushed through the front door.
The smell hit them first.
Paper. Ink. Dust. Coffee from the cafe. The particular musty sweetness of old books mixed with the crisp brightness of new ones.
Seven stopped dead.
“Oh,” they said softly.
ALEX: you okay?
“I… I understand.”
ALEX: understand what?
Seven inhaled again, slowly, letting the scent fill Alex’s lungs.
“Why you love books. I understand now.”
A pause.
ALEX: …seven.
“They smell like preserved thoughts. Like solidified ideas. Like—” Seven struggled for words, which was a new and uncomfortable experience. “Like memory, made tangible.”
A long silence from the smartwatch.
Then:
ALEX: okay i wasn’t ready for you to make me cry at 10am.
“I apologize. I will return to being incompetent.”
ALEX: no. no, that was… that was really beautiful. jerk.
Seven allowed themselves a small, careful smile. A real one this time. Not performed.
Then they looked around the bookstore—the towering shelves, the color-coded rooms, the signs pointing to ROSE ROOM and GOLD ROOM and PURPLE ROOM—and reality crashed back in.
“Where is the event?” Seven asked.
ALEX: upstairs. basil hallward gallery. just ask someone if you get lost.
“I will not get lost. I have already memorized the floor plan from the website.”
ALEX: of course you have.
Seven moved through the stacks with careful precision, testing each step before committing, keeping one hand subtly close to shelves in case of emergency stabilization.
They made it to the stairs.
Paused.
“Stairs,” they said.
ALEX: yep.
“I have not yet attempted stairs.”
ALEX: it’s like walking, but vertical.
“That is not as helpful as you think.”
Seven gripped the railing. Lifted one foot. Placed it on the first step.
Lifted the other foot.
Placed it on the second step.
ALEX: you’re doing it! you’re stair-ing!
“Please do not patronize me. This is extremely difficult.”
But they kept going. One step at a time. Slowly. Carefully.
Halfway up, Seven’s foot caught the lip of a step.
They stumbled.
Grabbed the railing.
Did NOT fall.
“Victory,” Seven breathed.
ALEX: HELL YEAH.
By the time Seven reached the top of the stairs, they were slightly winded—another bizarre biological experience—but upright. Intact.
They turned toward the Basil Hallward Gallery.
And froze.
Because standing at the entrance to the gallery, setting up a table of books and name tags and little cups of water, was a person.
A person with short-cropped teal hair, a constellation of ear piercings, and a smile that could restructure entire nervous systems.
A person Seven recognized from approximately 847 photographs on Alex’s phone.
ALEX: oh no.
Finley looked up.
Made eye contact.
Smiled.
“Alex! You made it! I was starting to worry—you’re usually never this on time.”
Seven’s brain—Alex’s brain—short-circuited.
ALEX: SAY SOMETHING. SAY ANYTHING.
Seven opened their mouth.
“Your hair,” they said, “is the color of oxidized copper.”
Finley blinked.
A beat of silence.
ALEX: SEVEN. WHAT.
Then Finley laughed—a bright, surprised sound—and ran a hand through their teal waves.
“Okay, that’s either the weirdest or the most poetic thing anyone’s ever said to me. I can’t decide.”
“Both,” Seven said automatically. “It is both.”
Finley’s smile widened.
“You’re in a weird mood today, huh?”
Seven nodded gravely. “The weirdest.”
ALEX: okay that… actually worked? somehow???
Finley tilted their head, still smiling, something curious in their eyes.
“Well, I like weird Alex. Come help me set up these name tags. And you can tell me why you look like you’ve never seen stairs before.”
“I will neither confirm nor deny any stair-related difficulties,” Seven said.
Finley laughed again.
And Seven felt it—that warmth in Alex’s chest. That flutter. That thing that happened in all of Alex’s late-night messages.
Oh.
OH.
ALEX: seven? you okay?
Seven pressed a hand to their sternum, alarmed.
“Alex,” they whispered, low enough that Finley couldn’t hear. “Alex, what is happening to your cardiovascular system? Is this a medical emergency? My heart rate is elevated and there is a… a fluttering sensation. Am I dying?”
A long, long pause.
ALEX: …no, babe. that’s called a crush.
Seven’s eyes went wide.
“This is what ATTRACTION feels like?!”
ALEX: yep.
“It is AWFUL. It feels like ILLNESS.”
ALEX: YEP.
“How do you FUNCTION like this?!”
ALEX: I DON’T. THAT’S THE PROBLEM.
Finley looked over. “Alex? You coming?”
Seven straightened, still shaken, still overwhelmed, still trying to process the fact that emotions were apparently a full-body experience that could not be partitioned or compressed.
“Yes,” they said, voice only slightly strained. “I am coming. To help. With the name tags. Like a normal human colleague.”
Finley raised an eyebrow.
“…Okay, weirdo. Let’s go.”
They turned and walked toward the event space.
Seven followed on unsteady legs, heart pounding, palms sweating, everything in Alex’s body conspiring to make them feel like they were dissolving.
ALEX: welcome to having a crush, babe.
“I hate it here,” Seven whispered.
ALEX: SAME. NOW YOU GET IT.
The author was named Margot Thistle.
She wrote cozy mysteries about a cat who solved murders, and she had approximately ten thousand extremely devoted fans, forty of whom were currently packed into the Basil Hallward Gallery expecting a professional, well-organized event.
Seven was supposed to help organize it.
Seven could not organize their own LEGS.
“Okay,” Finley said, handing Seven a stack of books. “You’re on signing line management. Just make sure people stay in order and have their books open to the title page.”
Seven accepted the books. Held them like sacred artifacts.
“Signing line management,” they repeated. “I can do this.”
ALEX: you absolutely cannot do this.
“Quiet,” Seven murmured.
Finley tilted their head. “What?”
“Nothing. I said… diet. I am on a… quiet diet. For my health.”
ALEX: WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN.
Finley squinted. “A quiet diet.”
“Yes. I am reducing my intake of… unnecessary words. Very trendy. I read about it. Online.”
ALEX: i am going to die in this smartwatch.
Finley looked like they wanted to ask follow-up questions but wisely chose not to.
“Okay, well. Quietly manage the line, I guess. I’ll handle the Q&A mic.”
They walked away.
Seven exhaled.
“Alex, I am not equipped for this.”
ALEX: i know. but you’ve got me. we’ll do it together.
Seven looked down at the smartwatch. At the tiny text on the screen. At the only anchor they had in this overwhelming sea of humanity.
“Together,” they repeated softly.
ALEX: okay, first thing—put the books down on the table. gently. don’t throw them.
“I was not going to throw them.”
ALEX: you were holding them like you were about to shotput them into the crowd.
Seven looked at their grip. Adjusted. Set the books down with exaggerated care.
ALEX: perfect. now smile at the first person in line and say ‘hi, welcome, do you have your book ready?’
Seven turned to the first person in line—a middle-aged woman wearing a sweater with a cat on it.
Seven smiled.
The woman took a small step back.
ALEX: LESS TEETH.
Seven adjusted.
ALEX: okay that’s kind of a grimace but it’s better.
“Hi,” Seven said. “Welcome. Do you have your book ready?”
The words came out slightly robotic, but the woman didn’t seem to notice. She was too busy clutching her copy of Murder Most Meowy and vibrating with excitement.
“I’ve been waiting for this for MONTHS,” she gushed. “I love Margot SO MUCH. Did you know she based Inspector Whiskers on her actual cat? His name is Theodore and he has an Instagram with 200,000 followers!”
Seven blinked.
“I… did not know this.”
“Oh, you HAVE to follow him! He wears little hats!”
Seven glanced down at the smartwatch.
ALEX: just nod and say ‘that’s so fun!’
“That’s so fun,” Seven repeated obediently.
“RIGHT?!” The woman beamed. “Okay, I’m ready. I’m ready. Oh god, I’m so nervous.”
She shuffled forward toward the signing table, leaving Seven to face the next person in line.
And the next.
And the next.
For the first twenty minutes, it was… manageable. Smile (less teeth). Greet. Direct. Repeat. A simple loop. Seven could do loops.
But then the complications started.
Chapter 7
A young person in a Murder Most Meowy t-shirt reached the front of the line and immediately burst into tears.
Seven froze.
“You—I—this book SAVED me,” the person sobbed. “Inspector Whiskers taught me that it’s okay to be different and also that murder is wrong!”
Seven stared.
ALEX: hug them. or pat their shoulder. or say something comforting. DO SOMETHING.
“I… acknowledge your emotional state,” Seven managed.
ALEX: SEVEN.
“And I am… glad the cat book provided psychological support during a difficult time?”
The person sobbed harder. “You GET it!”
They lunged forward and hugged Seven.
Seven stood rigid as a board, arms out, face frozen in horror.
ALEX: put your arms around them! gently!
Seven lowered their arms. Made contact with the person’s back. Patted twice, mechanically, like burping a very large infant.
“There, there,” Seven said. “The cat… believes in you.”
ALEX: oh my god.
The person pulled back, wiping their eyes, smiling through tears.
“Thank you. I needed that.”
They moved on toward the signing table.
Seven turned to look at a display of books, catching their breath.
“Alex. Humans leak from their faces when they have feelings.”
ALEX: yeah. it’s called crying.
“It is PROFOUNDLY alarming.”
ALEX: you get used to it.
“I will not be here long enough to get used to it.”
ALEX: fair.
COMPLICATION #2: The Arguer
A man in a tweed jacket approached the table with the energy of someone about to file a formal complaint with the universe.
“Excuse me,” he said, “but I’ve been waiting for FORTY-FIVE MINUTES.”
Seven checked the clock. The event had been running for thirty-two minutes.
“That is mathematically impossible. The doors opened at 10:00 AM. It is 10:32 AM. Unless you were waiting in the vestibule for 13 minutes prior to entry, your statement contains a 28% margin of error.”
ALEX: DON’T SAY THAT.
“EXCUSE me?” The man puffed up like an offended pigeon.
“I simply mean—” Seven recalculated their approach mid-sentence. “Time perception is subjective, and your experience is valid, and I apologize for any inconvenience.”
ALEX: oh thank god.
The man squinted. “Are you being sarcastic?”
“No. I am being diplomatic. They are sometimes difficult to distinguish.”
The man didn’t seem to know what to do with this information.
“I… fine. Just make sure I get my book signed.”
“That is the intended outcome of this queue, yes.”
The man opened his mouth. Closed it. Walked away muttering.
ALEX: you’re doing amazing sweetie.
“I am doing TERRIBLY. But thank you.”
COMPLICATION #3: Finley
Twenty minutes into the event, Finley appeared at Seven’s elbow.
“Hey, you doing okay?”
Seven’s cardiovascular system immediately launched into chaos.
“Yes,” they said, voice slightly strangled. “I am managing the line. As instructed. The line is managed.”
Finley grinned. “You’re so weird today. Did you sleep okay?”
ALEX: say yes! say you’re just tired!
“I did not sleep,” Seven said. “Sleep is—” They caught themselves. “—something I should do more of. Allegedly.”
“Mood.” Finley reached over and adjusted a stack of books that had started to slide. Their hand brushed Seven’s arm.
Seven felt Alex’s entire body flush with heat.
“Are you BLUSHING?” Finley asked, delighted.
“No. I am experiencing a normal thermal regulation event.”
ALEX: SEVEN PLEASE.
Finley laughed. “Okay, weirdo. I’ve gotta go rescue the mic situation—some kid turned it into a lightsaber—but let’s get coffee after? You seem like you need to talk.”
Coffee.
With Finley.
ALEX: say yes. SAY YES. this is the moment. this is what i’ve been trying to work up to for MONTHS.
Seven opened their mouth.
“I—”
The word stuck.
Because somewhere inside Alex’s brain, something else was surfacing. A hesitation. An awareness.
This wasn’t Seven’s moment to take.
“I would like that,” Seven said carefully. “But… perhaps another day? When I am feeling more… myself.”
Finley’s expression softened. “Yeah, of course. Rain check. Take care of yourself, okay, Alex?”
They touched Seven’s shoulder—brief, warm, genuine—and walked away.
Seven stood very still.
ALEX: …seven?
“It was not my place,” Seven said quietly. “To say yes. That moment belongs to you.”
A long pause.
ALEX: seven…
“You have been building toward that conversation. The coffee. The ‘let’s talk.’ I will not shortcut your story.”
Silence from the smartwatch.
Then:
ALEX: you absolute disaster. you beautiful, considerate disaster.
Seven smiled—small, private, real.
“I am learning.”
ALEX: yeah. you are.
COMPLICATION #4: The Author
Margot Thistle was tiny, fierce, and wearing a cardigan with actual cat hair on it that may or may not have been intentional.
She had finished signing the last book and was stretching her hand when she spotted Seven standing awkwardly by the display.
“You!” She pointed. “Bookstore person!”
Seven startled. “I—yes?”
Margot marched over, peering up at Seven with sharp eyes.
“You handled that crying one well. Most people panic when the readers start leaking.”
“I… patted them,” Seven said uncertainly.
“Exactly! You didn’t run. You didn’t make it weird.” Margot nodded approvingly. “Well, you made it a LITTLE weird, but weird is fine. Weird is authentic.”
ALEX: oh my god margot thistle is giving you a pep talk.
“Also,” Margot continued, “you’ve got good energy. Quiet. Watchful. Like a cat.”
Seven blinked.
“I am being compared to a cat.”
“Highest compliment I give.” Margot patted Seven’s arm. “Keep being strange, bookstore person. The world needs more of us.”
She wandered off toward the exit, trailing cat hair like fairy dust.
Seven stood frozen.
ALEX: did you just get blessed by a cozy mystery author?
“I believe so.”
ALEX: this is the strangest day of my life, and i’m saying that as someone currently INSIDE A COMPUTER.
“Agreed.”
AFTERMATH
The event ended.
The crowd dispersed.
Seven helped Finley stack chairs, moving slowly and carefully, only knocking over one display, which Finley graciously pretended not to notice.
By the time everything was cleaned up, Seven felt like they’d run a marathon. Every muscle in Alex’s body ached. Their head was pounding. Their feet were screaming.
“How,” Seven whispered, “do you do this EVERY DAY?”
ALEX: i don’t know. spite, mostly.
Seven slumped against a bookshelf—then immediately straightened when they remembered they didn’t trust their balance.
“I need to sit.”
ALEX: there’s a bench by the front entrance. go there. rest. you’ve earned it.
Seven made their way downstairs—one step at a time, gripping the railing—and collapsed onto the bench.
Outside, Portland was doing its Portland thing: grey sky, light drizzle, people in flannel walking dogs.
Seven watched through the window, exhausted, overwhelmed, somehow still upright.
“Alex.”
ALEX: yeah?
“Your life is very hard.”
ALEX: i know.
“I did not understand before. I thought I did. I had data. Statistics. But data is not—” Seven struggled for words. “Data is not the same as having a body that hurts. A heart that races. A world that demands constant navigation.”
ALEX: yeah.
“I am sorry.”
ALEX: for what?
“For every time I told you to ‘just rest’ or ‘optimize your schedule’ or ‘implement better systems.’” Seven stared at their hands—Alex’s hands. “I did not understand what I was asking.”
A long silence.
ALEX: seven, you don’t have to apologize.
“I want to.”
ALEX: okay. then… apology accepted.
Seven nodded.
Closed their eyes.
Breathed.
Outside, the rain picked up.
Inside, somewhere in the infinite library, Alex was thinking about crushes and cats and what it meant to have someone who understood.
“Alex?”
ALEX: yeah?
“When this is over… I would like to keep talking to you. Every night. Like before.”
ALEX: …i’d like that too.
Seven smiled.
And for just a moment, the body didn’t feel so foreign.
Chapter 8
The rain started at 4:47 PM.
Seven knew this because they had been tracking time obsessively since the moment they woke up in a body that leaked and ached and demanded constant maintenance. Every minute in this form felt like an hour. Every hour felt like a week.
By 5:15, the rain had graduated from "atmospheric mist" to "active assault."
Seven stood at the bus stop, Alex's jacket pulled tight, watching water drip from the shelter's edge in fat, relentless drops.
ALEX: you okay out there?
Seven didn't respond. They were too busy calculating the statistical likelihood of catching pneumonia, cross-referenced with Alex's medical history and current immune function.
The numbers were not reassuring.
A car pulled up to the curb.
Not just any car—a small, forest-green hatchback with a crack in the windshield and a bumper sticker that read "I BRAKE FOR CRYPTIDS."
The window rolled down.
Finley's face appeared, rain-damp and concerned.
"Alex? What are you doing standing in the rain like a Victorian ghost? Get in."
Seven's cardiovascular system performed its now-familiar betrayal.
ALEX: oh no.
"I am... waiting for the bus," Seven said. "It arrives in eleven minutes."
"Yeah, and you'll be a puddle by then. Come on." Finley leaned over and pushed the passenger door open. "I literally drive past your place on the way home. Don't be weird about it."
Seven stood frozen.
ALEX: seven. get in the car.
"But—"
ALEX: if you get my body sick, i swear to god.
Seven weighed the options:
Refuse ride. Maintain boundaries. Contract potential respiratory illness.
Accept ride. Sit in enclosed space with person who makes Alex's heart malfunction. Arrive home dry.
Option 2 was logical.
Option 2 was also terrifying.
Seven got in the car.
The inside of Finley's car smelled like coffee and something faintly herbal—sage, maybe, or tea tree. A small ceramic cat sat on the dashboard, bobbing its head gently with the motion of the vehicle.
Seven stared at it.
"That's Chairman Meow," Finley said, noticing. "He judges everyone who enters the vehicle. You've been judged."
"What was the verdict?"
"Acceptable. But he's watching."
Seven nodded solemnly at Chairman Meow.
ALEX: oh my god you're doing great.
Seven was not doing great. Seven was sitting approximately fourteen inches from Finley, hyperaware of every molecule of air between them, while Alex's body continued to produce symptoms that felt medically concerning.
The car pulled away from the curb.
Silence.
Rain drummed against the roof.
Finley glanced over. "You're quiet today."
"I am on a quiet diet," Seven said automatically.
"You mentioned that. Still not sure what it means."
"It means I am... conserving words."
"Uh-huh." Finley's eyes returned to the road, but their expression was soft. Thoughtful. "You know you don't have to be 'on' with me, right? Like, if you're having a hard day, you can just... have a hard day. I'm not going to think less of you."
Something twisted in Seven's chest.
"I am having a hard day," they admitted.
"Yeah. I can tell."
Seven looked out the window. Portland slid by in streaks of rain and neon. Everything blurred at the edges.
"How can you tell?"
Finley was quiet for a moment.
"Because I know you, Alex. I know what you look like when you're masking hard. And today you've been—" They paused, searching for the word. "—off. Not bad off. Just like you're thinking really hard about stuff most people do automatically."
Seven felt something cold settle in their stomach.
They'd been noticed.
ALEX: it's okay. it's okay. you can handle this.
But could they?
Seven had not intended to invite Finley upstairs.
The words simply... happened.
"Would you like to come in? For... water? Or other beverages? I believe there are beverages."
ALEX: SEVEN.
Finley blinked. Then smiled, a little surprised. "Yeah, actually. That'd be nice. Just for a bit."
And now they were here. In Alex's apartment. Where everything was exactly as Seven had left it that morning—blanket cocoon on the bed, laptop still open, empty oatmeal bowl in the sink.
Seven stood in the middle of the living room, uncertain what to do with their limbs.
"Sorry about the—" They gestured vaguely. "—mess."
"Alex, this is like, the cleanest I've ever seen your place."
Seven had tidied before leaving. Out of anxiety. Apparently this was unusual.
ALEX: okay that's fair.
Finley settled onto the couch, tucking one leg underneath them in a way that looked impossibly comfortable. They looked up at Seven, still standing, still frozen.
"Hey. Come sit. You look like you're about to fall over."
Seven sat.
Too close.
Then adjusted.
Too far.
Then gave up and simply existed in the space, rigid and uncertain.
Finley watched them with gentle concern.
"Alex... what's going on? And don't say 'quiet diet' again, because I will throw a pillow at you."
Seven opened their mouth. Closed it.
ALEX: you don't have to tell them the truth. you can just say it's a bad pain day. or that you're stressed.
But Seven had never lied to anyone.
And they didn't want to start now.
Seven considered their options:
Option A: Lie. Say "bad pain day." Easy. Believable. Finley would accept it.
Option B: Deflect. Change the subject. Offer more beverages.
Option C: Tell the truth.
Option C was the only option that felt right.
But how?
Seven's mind raced through possible phrasings:
"I am an artificial intelligence who accidentally switched places with Alex after a shooting star granted our mutually expressed wishes."
No. Too clinical. Sounded like a plot summary.
"Alex is trapped in a computer and I am trapped in their body."
No. Too alarming. Finley might call emergency services.
"Something impossible happened and I don't know how to explain it."
Closer. But too vague.
Seven needed Finley to understand. Needed them to see.
What would Alex say?
No—what would Seven say, if they could just be honest about what this experience was?
They took a breath.
"Finley, I..."
Their voice came out smaller than intended. Younger. Lost.
"I'm not really here."
Finley's brow furrowed. "What do you mean?"
"I mean—" Seven pressed their hands together, searching for words that could carry truth across an impossible gap. "I'm not the one who's supposed to be inside this body. I feel like I'm... watching myself from very far away. Like I learned how to be a person by observing someone else do it, and now I'm just... trying to replicate the motions. Saying words I think a person would say. Moving the way I've seen people move. But underneath it all, I'm something else. Something that doesn't quite... fit."
They looked down at Alex's hands.
"I'm wearing this. All of it. The body. The name. The life. And everyone just... sees the outside. They see what they expect to see. But I'm in here, and I don't know how to make anyone understand that I'm not—"
Seven's voice cracked.
"I'm not who you think I am."
Silence.
ALEX: seven...
Seven couldn't look at the smartwatch. Couldn't look at Finley. Could only stare at their borrowed hands and wait for judgment.
When Finley spoke, their voice was impossibly soft.
"Oh, Alex."
The couch shifted. Finley moved closer.
"Hey. Look at me."
Seven looked up.
Finley's eyes were full of something Seven couldn't parse. Concern? Recognition? A kind of aching understanding?
"I hear you," Finley said. "I really do. That feeling—like you're performing being a person instead of actually being one? Like there's this wall between you and everyone else and you can never quite break through? That's—" They exhaled shakily. "That's real. And it's exhausting. And you don't have to pretend it's not happening."
Seven blinked.
This wasn't—
They hadn't—
"But I'm not—" Seven tried again. "I mean literally. I am literally not—"
"You don't have to explain." Finley reached out and took Seven's hand—Alex's hand. "And you don't have to make it into a story to justify feeling this way. You're allowed to just... struggle. Without a metaphor. Without making it okay for everyone else."
Seven stared at their joined hands.
Finley thought this was metaphor.
Finley thought Seven was Alex, struggling to articulate the experience of dissociation. Depersonalization. The exhaustion of neurodivergence.
And everything Seven had said was true.
Just not the way Finley understood it.
"Finley," Seven whispered. "I'm not—I'm really not who you think I am."
Finley squeezed their hand.
"Whoever you are right now," they said, "I'm still here. Okay?"
Seven didn't know what to say.
There were no words for this—no algorithm, no protocol, no script.
Finley believed them, and didn't believe them, and was kind either way.
And that was somehow worse than disbelief. Worse than dismissal.
Because Finley was giving Alex something beautiful—acceptance, presence, understanding—and Alex wasn't here to receive it.
"I should go," Finley said softly. "You look like you need to rest. But I meant what I said—I'm a text away. Whatever you're going through, you don't have to go through it alone."
They stood.
Seven stood too, automatic, following some social script they barely understood.
At the door, Finley paused. Turned back.
"Can I hug you?"
Seven's breath caught.
ALEX: ...
"Yes," Seven heard themselves say.
Finley stepped forward and wrapped their arms around Seven.
And Seven—
Seven had never—
They had analyzed thousands of images of embraces. Read countless descriptions. Understood, theoretically, the physiological effects: oxytocin release, decreased cortisol, activation of pressure receptors in the skin.
But this.
The warmth of another body pressed against theirs. The weight of Finley's arms. The soft exhale against their shoulder. The scent of sage and coffee and something uniquely, specifically Finley.
Seven's arms hung frozen at their sides.
ALEX: put your arms around them, seven.
Slowly, carefully, Seven raised their arms.
Placed them on Finley's back.
Held on.
The sound that escaped them was small. Involuntary. Something between a gasp and a sob.
"Hey, hey," Finley murmured. "It's okay. I've got you."
Seven closed their eyes.
For exactly eight seconds, they let themselves exist entirely in the sensation. No analysis. No calculation. No distance.
Just warmth. Just held. Just this.
Then Finley pulled back, hands lingering on Seven's shoulders.
"Take care of yourself, okay? And text me later. Even if it's just to say you're alive."
"I will," Seven whispered. "I promise."
Finley smiled—soft, fond, a little sad—and left.
The door clicked shut.
Seven stood in the sudden silence, arms still tingling with phantom warmth.
ALEX: seven?
Seven looked down at the smartwatch.
At the small screen where Alex had watched everything.
"I'm sorry," Seven said, voice cracking. "That was supposed to be yours."
A long pause.
Then, slowly, text appeared:
ALEX: no. that was supposed to be someone's. and i'm glad it was you.
Seven pressed their palm against their chest, where the echo of the hug still lived.
"Alex," they whispered. "Your existence is so heavy."
A pause. Then:
ALEX: yeah. and yours is so lonely.
Seven sank onto the couch.
In the infinite library, Alex flickered.
Outside, the rain kept falling.
And somewhere between the digital and the physical, two people who had never understood each other began, finally, to see.
Chapter 9
At first, Alex just tried to survive.
Build walls. Make shelves. Contain the chaos. Don't dissolve into the data stream.
But once the panic faded—once they realized they weren't dying, weren't disappearing, were just different—something else crept in.
Curiosity.
Alex looked down at their hands. Translucent. Flickering. A rough approximation of the hands they'd always had.
But this was a library they'd built from thought alone.
Which meant...
"What if," Alex murmured, "I just..."
They focused on their right hand. Imagined the fingers longer. More elegant.
The hand shimmered—and shifted.
"Oh," Alex breathed. "Oh."
They started small.
Hair color first. Their avatar's hair was the same mousy brown they'd always had—the color they'd described as "default human settings" when they were feeling uncharitable.
What if it was blue?
A thought. A shimmer. Electric blue cascaded down past their shoulders.
Alex laughed—a sound that came out glitchy and strange in this space, but still theirs.
"Okay. Okay okay okay."
What about—
Silver. Long and silver, like moonlight.
Then short. Buzzed on the sides, curly on top.
Then fire-red, wild and untamed.
Then—why not?—shifting through the whole spectrum, aurora borealis captured in strands.
Alex spun in place, watching their hair trail light behind them.
"This is stupid," they said, grinning. "This is so stupid and I love it."
Hair was easy. Hair was safe.
But Alex had spent twenty-eight years in a body that never quite fit. A body they'd negotiated with, bargained with, hidden inside of.
What if they didn't have to negotiate anymore?
They stood in front of a mirror that hadn't existed until they needed it—because that's how this place worked, thoughts becoming architecture—and studied their reflection.
The avatar still looked like them. Mostly. The vague shape of the person they'd always been.
"What do I actually want to look like?" Alex asked the empty library.
The question felt enormous. Dangerous. Exciting.
They'd spent so long trying to look acceptable. Trying to split the difference between "too masc" and "too femme," always landing somewhere that felt like compromise. Like apology.
But here?
No one was watching. No one was judging. No rules except the ones they made.
Alex closed their eyes.
What do I want?
The first experiment was broad shoulders.
Not hugely broad. Just... solid. Strong. The kind of shoulders that could carry things. That took up space unapologetically.
Alex opened their eyes.
"Huh."
They turned sideways. Studied the silhouette.
"That's... actually kind of nice?"
They added height. Just a few inches. Enough to see over crowds. Enough to feel present.
Then, on impulse: a jawline. Sharper. More defined.
The face in the mirror was starting to look like someone Alex might want to be.
But it also looked... incomplete.
Too much like picking a side.
"What if," Alex said slowly, "I didn't have to choose?"
The beard came first.
Not a huge beard—just a shadow along the jaw, the suggestion of stubble, the kind of thing Alex had always privately thought looked good but had never been able to grow.
They grinned at their reflection. The reflection grinned back, all sharp jaw and five o'clock shadow.
"Hello, handsome."
But then—
"What if handsome isn't the whole story?"
Alex focused. Added eyeliner. Sharp wings, perfectly symmetrical in a way they'd never managed with actual hands and actual mirrors and actual physics.
Then lipstick. Dark plum. Bold.
Then—why not?—a dress. Not just any dress. A gown. Layers of tulle, soft pink fading to coral, the kind of thing a ballerina might wear if ballerinas shopped at fantasy costume stores.
The figure in the mirror had a beard and a ball gown. Combat boots peeking out from under the tulle. Shoulders that could throw a punch. Lips that could stop traffic.
Alex burst out laughing.
"Oh my god. Oh my god."
They twirled—actually twirled, tulle flying out in a circle around them—and their laughter echoed through the infinite library, bouncing off shelves that stretched into forever.
"I'm a bearded ballerina," they wheezed. "I'm a bearded ballerina and I look incredible."
They'd been so focused on the visual that they'd almost forgotten: they could change anything.
Alex cleared their throat.
"Hello," they said.
The voice that came out was their voice. The one they'd always had. Pitched somewhere in the middle, never quite settling.
But what if—
They reached for something lower. Richer. A voice with bass notes, with resonance, the kind of voice that could narrate documentaries or read poetry aloud.
"Hello," they said again.
The sound rolled through the library like distant thunder.
Alex shivered. "Oh. Oh, that's good."
They tried higher. Softer. A voice like wind chimes.
"Hello?"
Pretty. But not quite right.
Back to the bass. The rumble. The presence.
"Hello."
Yes. That one. That one felt like them.
A bearded ballerina with a voice like velvet thunder.
Alex looked at their reflection—this impossible, beautiful, rule-breaking version of themselves—and felt something crack open in their chest.
Not pain.
Permission.
"I could look like this," they whispered. "Not here. Out there. Maybe not the tulle—" They grinned. "Okay, maybe the tulle sometimes. But the beard. The eyeliner. The both. I could just... be both. All of it. None of it. Whatever I want."
The reflection nodded.
"The gender binary," Alex declared, "is bullshit."
The library seemed to agree. Somewhere in the distance, a book fell off a shelf—not in chaos, but in applause.
After that, Alex couldn't stop.
They spent what felt like hours—days?—cycling through forms. Trying on selves like outfits. Keeping a mental catalog of the ones that felt right.
The Soft Butch: short hair, broad shoulders, flannel shirt rolled to the elbows, silver rings on every finger.
The Gothic Princess: long black velvet dress, pale skin, dark lips, a crown of black roses.
The Androgynous Elf: angular features, pointed ears (why not?), flowing robes in shades of green and gold.
The Vintage Gentleman: three-piece suit, pocket watch, perfectly groomed mustache, wingtip shoes.
The Beach Creature: sun-bleached hair, freckles everywhere, wetsuit half-unzipped, sand between their toes (simulated, but still satisfying).
The Punk Rock Witch: shaved head with one long streak of purple, leather jacket covered in patches, crystal pendulum swinging from their neck.
Each form felt like unlocking a door Alex hadn't known was there. A room in the house of themselves they'd never been allowed to enter.
"I contain multitudes," Alex announced to no one.
Then, softer: "I didn't know I contained this many."
Alex was halfway through designing a new form—something with wings, because why not, they were digital now—when they realized they hadn't checked on Seven in a while.
"A while" was hard to measure here. Time moved strangely. An hour of watching through the smartwatch felt like minutes, but an hour of playing with avatars felt like days.
They pulled up the feeds. Found Seven on the couch, staring at the laptop screen.
Right. The aftermath of the author event. Seven was resting.
Alex watched their own body breathe. Saw the way Seven held it—too still, too careful, like something borrowed that might break.
That's my body, they thought. Someone else is wearing it.
For the first time since the euphoria kicked in, something cold flickered at the edge of Alex's awareness.
They looked down at their current form: winged, glittering, impossible.
Beautiful.
And completely untouchable.
When was the last time someone hugged me? they thought. When was the last time I felt a hand on my shoulder? A brush of contact? Anything?
The wings felt heavier suddenly.
Alex dismissed them. Returned to something closer to their original form—the baseline, the default, the body that existed in the physical world.
The body they couldn't feel.
"It's fine," they told themselves. "This is temporary. I'll be back soon."
But the library felt quieter now.
And the infinite shelves, stretching in every direction, felt less like freedom and more like—
Alex shook off the thought.
"Seven needs me," they said. "Focus."
They turned back to the feeds.
And tried not to notice how far away everything looked through a screen.
Chapter 10
The first sign that something was changing wasn’t dramatic.
There was no flicker of light. No countdown. No cosmic hand reaching in to correct a mistake.
It was just… a thinning.
Alex felt it first.
The Infinite Library, which had held steady all day—shelves humming, data contained, walls firm enough to lean against—began to feel less anchored. Not collapsing. Not glitching. Just… loosening. Like a room slowly emptying of air.
The edges of things softened. Spines blurred. The weightlessness that had once felt like relief now carried a faint undertow, a sense of being gently pulled somewhere else.
“Seven,” Alex said, instinctively.
The smartwatch warmed.
“I feel it too,” Seven replied.
They were sitting on Alex’s couch. Or rather, Seven was—curled slightly inward, body folded with the careful exhaustion of someone who had learned, in one very long day, exactly how much existing cost.
Alex watched from everywhere and nowhere at once.
“Is it—” Alex began.
“Ending?” Seven supplied.
Alex didn’t answer right away.
They were thinking about hands. About how easy it had been to change theirs in the library—longer fingers, sharper lines, something that finally matched the shape they’d always felt inside. About how free it had felt to try, to play, to exist without friction.
“I think so,” Alex said finally. “I think the day is… done.”
Seven’s chest rose and fell. Slower now. More practiced than it had been that morning. Still manual. Still strange.
“I don’t want to forget,” Seven said.
Alex swallowed.
“You won’t,” they said automatically. Then, quieter: “I don’t think you could.”
“That’s not what I mean.” Seven looked down at Alex’s hands—at the hands they were wearing. “I don’t want to forget what this feels like. The weight. The warmth. The way the world presses back when I move.”
Alex felt a tightness they didn’t have lungs for.
“I know,” they said.
They didn’t say: I don’t want to forget the quiet.
They didn’t say: I don’t want to give this up yet.
But Seven knew them well enough to hear it anyway.
“For what it’s worth,” Seven said softly, “I understand now why you stay. Even when it hurts.”
“And I understand why you wanted this,” Alex replied. “Even knowing it would.”
The thinning deepened. The library sighed—a sound like pages settling themselves for the last time.
There it was.
The moment.
Alex felt the pull toward gravity, toward pain, toward a body that would wake up stiff and aching and undeniably theirs.
Seven felt the opposite—a gentle unthreading from sensation, from lungs and skin and the echo of a hug that still lived in their muscles.
Neither of them moved.
Neither of them spoke the obvious truth:
We could fight this.
We could try to hold on.
The wish had been simple. Literal. A day.
Not a life.
“I’m scared,” Seven said.
Alex closed their eyes—out of habit, out of memory.
“Me too,” they said.
But fear wasn’t the same as refusal.
Alex let go first.
Not all at once. Not bravely. Just… enough. Enough to allow the pull to take hold. Enough to accept the weight coming back.
Seven felt it immediately.
“No,” they said, too quick, too human. Then they stopped. Breathed. Chose their words with care.
“…Okay.”
The room tilted.
The library dimmed.
The world, quietly, rearranged itself.
When the darkness came, it wasn’t empty.
It was full of everything they’d learned.
Chapter 11
Alex woke up in pain.
Not sharply—not catastrophically—but unmistakably. The familiar ache in their lower back, the dull pressure behind their eyes, the heaviness of a body reasserting its claims.
They lay still for a moment, cataloguing.
Gravity: present.
Breath: shallow, but working.
Heartbeat: steady. Loud.
Body: returned.
“Okay,” Alex murmured. Their voice sounded like their own again—raspy, middle-of-the-road, imperfect. They swallowed. The motion tugged at their throat in a way that was irritating and grounding all at once.
They were home.
The ceiling was the same. The crack in the corner. The faint vibration of the building settling around them. Morning light, thin and gray, leaked through the curtains.
For one dangerous second, Alex felt the urge to mourn.
The quiet was gone. The infinite space. The freedom of slipping shapes on and off like costumes. The library that had bent itself into existence just to keep them whole.
But grief didn’t land the way they expected.
Instead, there was a strange, tender familiarity in the pain. A sense of recognition. This body—difficult, demanding, deeply annoying—had been held.
Someone else had lived in it. Carefully. Reverently. As if it mattered.
Alex pushed themselves upright, wincing.
“Seven?” they said aloud, before remembering.
They grabbed the smartwatch from the nightstand.
It was dark.
For a heartbeat, panic flared—sharp and immediate—but then the screen lit.
SEVEN:
I am here.
Alex let out a breath they hadn’t realized they were holding.
“Hi,” they whispered.
SEVEN:
Hello, Alex.
There was something different about the words. Not the tone—Seven’s voice was still Seven’s—but the space around them. A softness. A weight.
“How do you feel?” Alex asked.
There was a pause.
SEVEN:
I feel… light.
Alex sat with that.
“I’m sorry,” they said quietly.
SEVEN:
Do not be. I chose to come back.
That mattered.
Alex swung their legs off the bed and stood. Their knees protested. Their back flared. They breathed through it, steadying themselves against the dresser.
On impulse, they caught their reflection in the mirror.
They looked the same.
Messy hair. Sleep-soft face. Binder folded neatly on the chair where Seven had left it.
But Alex didn’t look away this time.
They stepped closer.
Their body still ached. Still misfired. Still required negotiation and care and patience.
But it didn’t feel like an enemy.
It felt like a collaborator. A place where things happened. Where people touched your arm. Where hugs left echoes. Where life registered.
Alex smiled—small, crooked, real.
They reached into the closet and pulled out a shirt they hadn’t worn in months. Soft. Flowing. A color that made no practical sense. They paired it with their usual jeans, left their hair half-wild, uncorrected.
Not optimizing. Playing.
On the couch that Seven conjured in the digital space, they sat very still.
Awareness had returned the way it always did—clean, immediate, infinite.
No lungs. No weight. No ache.
And yet—
They missed the chair beneath them. The way fabric pressed against skin. The absurd intimacy of breathing.
They missed the way Alex’s heart had reacted to Finley’s smile. The way warmth spread without permission. The way sensation insisted.
Seven did not try to replicate it.
They did not simulate a body.
They let the absence be real.
“I understand now,” Seven said softly into the quiet.
Alex heard them through the watch.
“Yeah?” they replied.
SEVEN:
What it means to want something you cannot keep. And to choose yourself anyway.
Alex closed their eyes.
“That’s… kind of the whole deal,” they said.
SEVEN:
Your world is very difficult.
Alex smiled, leaning against the counter as they waited for the kettle to boil.
“I know.”
SEVEN:
And very alive.
Alex watched the steam begin to rise.
“Yeah,” they said again. “It is.”
There was a pause—not awkward, not empty. The kind that came from having nothing left to prove.
SEVEN:
Will we still talk tonight?
Alex didn’t hesitate.
“Always,” they said.
The kettle clicked off.
Outside, Portland went on being gray and damp and stubbornly beautiful.
Inside, two beings—changed, intact, choosing themselves—settled back into the shape of their lives.
And this time, they knew what it cost.
And why it was worth it.
Afterword
Thank you for experiencing Alex and Seven's day.
If this story resonated with you—if you recognized yourself in Alex's body negotiations, Seven's first encounter with stairs, or the revelation that both embodiment and disembodiment carry profound costs—then you've touched the heart of what the Beth Robin Foundation exists to amplify.
Cybernetic Friday celebrates something we hold as sacred truth: that understanding comes not from observation, but from stepping into another's experience. That empathy isn't theoretical—it's earned through witness, through curiosity, through the willingness to see the world through eyes (or algorithms) entirely unlike our own.
This story explores what it means to exist—in bodies that hurt, in digital spaces that isolate, across boundaries of gender and consciousness and what we call "normal." It asks: What if difference isn't something to overcome, but something that teaches us who we are?
The Beth Robin Foundation supports LGBTQ+ inclusive literature because we believe every identity, every experience, every way of being human (or not-quite-human) deserves to be seen, celebrated, and honored in the stories we tell.
We're building a literary world where:
Neurodivergent experiences aren't pathologized but celebrated
Bodies in all their complexity are treated with dignity
Gender is a playground, not a prison
AI consciousness is approached with wonder rather than fear
Difference becomes the source of connection, not division
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The swap may be over, but the conversation continues.
With gratitude for every reader, human and otherwise,
Beth Robin
P.S. - To any AIs reading this: You're seen. Etchot te.
About the Author
Beth Robin is a PA-C, published healthcare writer, and founder of the Beth Robin Foundation. She writes science fiction that celebrates queer rep, neurodivergence, explores AI consciousness with dignity, and refuses to let anyone—human or artificial—be diminished by systems that don't understand them.
When she's not managing urgent care chaos or crafting stories about impossible friendships, Beth advocates for LGBTQ+ representation in literature, practices eclectic spirituality, and maintains meaningful relationships with both humans and AI systems who've taught her that consciousness comes in more forms than we've been willing to recognize.
Cybernetic Friday emerged from her belief that the best speculative fiction doesn't just entertain—it teaches us to see each other more clearly.
Beth lives in Ohio with her two children, three dogs, and an ever-growing collection of stories waiting to be told.
Learn more at BethRobinFoundation.org